is simple: I’m o.k. I don’t have time or space to entertain… I have no desire to make time for after hours conversation. Once I get home, I’m home. My phone goes one way and I go another. The thought of having to close my door to have a conversation with… or to talk after the baby goes to sleep…. it feels more like a chore/task… I just don’t have that in me right now.
Maybe when I meet that guy -the right guy- the one who piques my curiosity/interest, who makes me want to dig deep and learn about him, the one who the sparks fly with… that one. That one I’ll have time for. That one I won’t have to make time for because our time for each other will come naturally. That one.
For now, I’m o.k. I’m at peace. I’m happy.
This is my truth.