How are you in a room full, house full,
full of people
and feel lonely
that you somehow convince yourself that no one understands
that you are the only one who feels this way?
how do you lay next to him every night
and cry yourself to sleep without him ever knowing
ever hearing your sobs
ever seeing your tears
ever seeing you?
how do you work so hard to provide for her
for every need you know she has
for every wish she ever made
for every dream you deferred
just to make her happy
and she looks right pass you
to someone else?
how are you alone?
why are you alone?
why is this o.k?